Memoirs of A Twin...
Assalammualaikum and hello guys!
Yeah, finally our long hiatus mode is off now. Although we've said we'll active back again on November 28th which was a day after our SPM was over, but there's a lot of thing we need to do after it. Moreover, Mikai was working on to edit our new blogskin. It took a week to edit the html and more. We changed our blogskin because we wanna show something new since we've start a new life after being high school students for 5 years. And now we're officially graduated from our high school.
Lot of things happened before and during the exams. One of thing that had happened before SPM was we went to BIGBANG Alive Tour 2012 at Stadium Merdeka on October 27th, 2012. That was the first concert ever that we've attended. And yeah, we will write the full report about the ticketing day and concert day in our next posts.
Regarding the last day of being high school students, sadness conquered our emotion more than the excitement. We were in sorrow not because we gonna left our friends, teachers or even the school itself, otherwise it was all about the memories of the only two of us, the loners for exactly 5 years in the school that we need to let go for the rest of our lives. As all of the readers of this blog that had followed us throughout the years we've been through since this blog of ours was launched(although we know they aren't but if there is, we would really appreciate your willingness to know more bout us), might know what kind of persons we were in our school lives. We were a bit kind of timid students in our class or accurately even in the whole school. We rarely socialized with the others. We just didn't know why. Maybe we were comfortable for being the only two of us living in our own world. We know if someone read this they gonna criticized us. But that who we were in the past. The rest of the stories let just be only the two of us keep it to our self that we gonna cherish in the future.
For us our school was the only place for the two of us.
~Futarigake no bashou~
One day, we said something about another world and suddenly wanted to be a grown up, and we laughed together. From the empty field in school to the street on the way home, everything was tied within the distance in this small world. And then a message from you came, a word and a letter "ganbaru" (do your best). We weren't able to reply your message instantly because we could only saw the sunshine that was fading away as time went by.
Even though you're looking for us tomorrow, there are only memories of us in the past. We want us to hold hands again like we used to in the past but all we can do now is looking at you from afar. Even though you're looking for us in the future, there will only be memories that shine. We understand you have to go but we beg you to stay by our sides even for a little bit longer to cheer us up. We can never get this, it's your life. The sky will soon turn into a night sky. And you can never get this cos it's our life. One day, definitely you'll understand.
In here we parted from you and even then, we weren't trying to chase you because there's a path there that we can never reached. "Did you find something in there?" we asked. If only at that time we were one step ahead, if only at that time we sent you a reply.When we remember about that time, there was a place where everything was only the two of us. In this empty street we're waiting for the morning to come.
We can never get this, it's your life.
You can never get this, our life.
Labels: life, mikai, minai
Tuesday, December 11, 2012 @ 9:29 PM /
Back up?