To YUYAN our dearest,

Omedetou for your 22th Birthday.

Time flies away easily until we just realized that you are becoming 22 years old this fast. We remembered last month, we just wish Yabu for his birthday. Now, it's has come the day for us to say it to you too. How we wish that we have a time controller. So, we can slow down the time that nowadays has become really fast. With just blink of an eye. But, who are we to conquer the time. We're a normal human who were created by Allah. That's show Allah is the one who has power in this universe entirely. 

Yuyan,

please take care of yourself and also the other members too. Please just stay as you are. Don't change your personality because we want to see your childishness all over again without being bored. 

We are grateful to Allah for letting the 10 of you exist in our lives.

We are hoping that your day will be as special as you are. We are wishing you all the great things in life, hope today as well as in the future will bring you and extra share of all that makes you happiest. May you have a simple celebration, a gathering of friends. May this year bring with it all success and fulfillment your heart desire.By all mean, we here wishing you great happiness and joy that never ends.

Life seems so easy to live but the fact is it needs the whole soul to go through. We just wonder how within a short time, everything could change. Since early of February, the things we've been planned before has totally change our will, intention and even our future. Confusion totally conquers our mind. This stems from a small dubiety due to the opportunity of our future combined with the faith of ours towards my religion. We've promised to our soul that we do really want to do something within the restraints and regulations of our religion. Maybe this scruple is only a small test for us to think beyond our prepackaged mindset.

 Yes, our decision had forced us to let go of something really precious for us. Life is a challenge and it is not a competition between mind and heart but a decision can only be made once at a time. Why we can't achieve those two at the same time?  We can still smell the roses and be on my mission, can't we? Sometimes, we feel that the time is chasing after us. We do need time to get in touch with our heart so that we can hear and understand what we really want. There is no person in the world is made to handle every punch that's thrown at them. We're not made that way. Do we need strength to fight against those misery things? What do we really need actually?

Maybe we're afraid our decision will somehow break others thought of us. Us, who enthusiastically fight for our will. Afraid that we, who used to be different from others eyes will be fade. We're also scared that the thing we used to love will disappear. Our dreams had been revealed to others. Our parents, family, friends, classmates, teachers and so many others. Dream is dream. We are afraid people will mistakenly think that our dream is our goal. Dream is different with Goal. How can we reveal our new goal which had tightly tied with our heart to the people around us?

However, this is our future. Not others. Hence, we can't let others control our mind. Our future is our own decision to decide. We will do our best. Although our best may not be good enough for some people, it is always good enough for Allah. Our worth as a person does not depends on the approval of others. We will do our best for the sake of our will and intention and it will be enough for our satisfaction of life.

"You don't have to be the best. You should just do your best"

Today's date has been noted exactly one year since the tsunami hit Japan on March 11, 2011.

This date had really gave us big impact. Until today we can remember what was exactly our feeling at that time when heard that sad news. Only tears.

Moreover, it was Japan. Our dreamland and our beloved JUMP were there. They had to face the disaster. We can't do anything. Nothing. We can't never imagined what was their feeling to face all of the nightmare that befell them. Scared, tears, useless concurred our mind. We love them so much. 

We felt useless because we can't do anything at that moment. We were a thousand miles away from the location. It was impossible for us to reach there. 

But we knew, there's only a way to be able to help the victims. It was pray. Pray to Allah the Almighty. Not only for our beloved JUMP, but to the whole victims that have been through a bad time. Even though they profess different religion with us, but we still can pray for their safety and happiness. We are human. They too. They were in trouble. So, prayer must be spread out for the one who needs it.

Pray for Japan

Alhamdulillah, our 1st term exam had finished yesterday Now, we only need to tawakkal because we already did what we afford to do. Nevertheless, we still not satisfied with our performance in the exam. We feel like that were not enough for us to do our best in it. We only gave about 70% in that exam. Not 100%. 

Today we got our History, English and Mathematics result. Although there is A, we are still not satisfied with it.  However,we just realized that we had wasted our time too much. SPM going to be 8 month from now. This 5th November! We can't engross again. It was enough last year we were leisurely with the world of entertainment. We were still in our wonderland. Dreaming while forgetting that future are in front of our eyes. 

We need and have to completely put our mind and heart together with faith into our education. Education is really important in everyone life. Without it, our life will possess nothing. We believe that with education, we can change everything in this world such as our life, peoples thought and even our self to be a better person. 

That's true with education also we can gain higher salary with a good occupation. With money we can have everything. For us, education is the process of learning that we need to possess till death. What we do in our life is not about to earn a lot of money, but to gain knowledge and happy with our action.

PS: We'll be on holiday for a week. It's not the time to enjoy, but it's an opportunity to do revision.