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!Introduction!
We'll go by the name Minai and Mikai here in this world of ours. It is of great pleasure we welcome you to witness our journey of being an ordinary twins along with our voyage of achieving our dreams.We will keep our dreams high, in front of Allah and people, In Shaa Allah our credibility will be in proportion to our dreams.

JDTZERJ is named based on our life vision which has been synonymous to our daily life. Let us bring you on an adventure rider of our journey of realizing our big dreams along with our infinite words of wisdom towards our souls in this simple blog of ours. We are the twins who are always hoping future is ahead waiting for us with plenty of blessings.

We hail from a city of peaceful Malaysia, Petaling Jaya. And are always wishing that in everything we do will be blessed by Allah. We hope to stay in faith and will always pray from availing our life with the lies of the world. We do honestly believe that people enter our lives for a reason. Everyone who we meet, who forms an impression has something to teach us. Everything that happens to us is an experience, and because of that it can never be bad. An experience can only be good because it all serves to shape the person that we are, the person that we become.

“In order for things to change, we must see them as we want them to be; not just as they are”

It's only a test

Let me start with, assalammua'laikum.

As usual I would like to share our life story today with all of you out there. We don't know where we can share it other than with our mother.

Since last Wednesday, our English teacher said she wanted to see us after school if we have time. Luckily, we didn't. She wanna ask about our essay that we wrote in Essay book that she gave us before weekend. We're not satisfied when in Minai's book, she didn't gave her mark for her essay and then she commented about her essay, 'Is this an original piece of work?' That's mean she didn't believe that Minai wrote that essay by her own self. Same goes to me.

So, today at school, during English class, she went to say something to us. Below is our conversations with her :

Teacher : Why didn't you come to see me? I've been waiting, you know?

Minai : I'm sorry. We didn't have time because since Wednesday and Thursday we have association of uniform units and club activities. We'll see you after school today.

Teacher : Oh, it's okay. I'll talk to you now. It's about you essays. Were you really did the essay?

Minai : Yeah! I did it on my own.

Teacher : Really? You copied from book right? How can you write those kind of excellent words?

Me : Teacher, we did the essay by O.U.R own-selves. We referred to some books and dictionaries.

*I interrupted here, because I can't stand to see she's blaming my twin*

Teacher : Really? You know what, I showed to some teachers about it. So, the words you wrote on your own?

Minai & Me : Yup!

Teacher : Oh, if you said like that, what if after school, I give you the title and you write an essay here in school. Okay?

*This part really make my temperature increase!*

Me : OKAY!

*At this moment, I , unintentionally, increased a bit of my voice*

Then, she gave us her cynical smile. Do we care? NOT AT ALL. They way she talked to us, shows like we are so stupid when we already said that we did it by our-selves, she still deny it and didn't believe what we said. She thinks we are so stupid and don't have knowledge about this(English) language at all. WHY? Is it because of our physical looks? We are short, blur and so on or is it about our marks that we gained last year? But that doesn't mean this year we are stick to that. We are still improving it. Honestly, we felt very offended of her words towards us.

Who didn't, right?

After she finished talked to us, somehow my backs felt very hot. I know I'm on fire at that moment. Whenever I feel angry about something, my back will automatically feel hot and it will end of my tears flows out. We promised to our selves to proof to all of the teachers, families and friends, we will get an excellent results for our SPM result. InshaAllah.

I'm very grateful to Allah for grant me a twin to accompany me when I have a bad time. This is why He created us as two person. It was because He knew that we can't live when we are as one. We need each other to go through either difficulties or happiness in our life.

Alhamdulillah, we got a test from Him. We asked Him to show us the way of becoming an excellent student but He gave us troubled to overcome. We asked for strength, and He gave us difficulties to make us strong.

Maybe we didn't received nothing we wanted. . . But we received everything we needed.

And I know He is testing our patience and faith. As long as Allah is with us, we don't have to worry because we know we can go through all of His tests.

Allah only gives tests to the person he cares for. He wants to know the level of our faith and patience of His tests. Thanks to Allah because we are still in the group of His loved one.

To Thee alone, we seek for help. To Thee alone we depend on. He is omniscient and omnipotent. All praises and thanks be to Allah alone, who created the heavens and the earth, and originated the darkness and the light, yet those who disbelieves hold others as equal with their Lord.

" Allah has a reason for allowing things to happen, We may never understand his wisdom, But we simply have trust His will."

Labels: life, mikai, minai

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