There are going to be days when you won’t have the energy or drive to get out of bed. There are going to be days when you’re going to want to give up – give up on love, life, or school. The thing is, you’re not allowed to give up. You were given a life and you’re supposed to live it. The truth is the seventy or eighty years that you’re given isn't long enough to do the things you’re supposed to do. Sure, you’re gonna hit a few bumps along the way, but you've got to pick yourself up and move on. Life is unpredictable and things might not always work out the way you want them to, but that’s no reason to give up. You’re here for a reason and someday when you’re not expecting it, you’re going to discover your reason for being here. And when that does happen, your life will never be the same again.

We know what it’s like to be so mad, you go into this blind rage and don’t even remember what you said or did. We know what it’s like to be so heartbroken, you can’t even look at yourself in the mirror without bursting into tears. We know what it’s like to have so many bad things happen to you, you start to lose faith in everything. However, we also know times of pure joy and happiness. And if we can just keep our mind set on those, we know we’ll make it through all of the hard times. And maybe, just maybe, we’ll be able to find the faith we thought we had lost forever.

Just remember that your life may not be going the way you planned it, but it is going exactly the way Allah planned it.

Sincerely from, the current of Minai & Mikai.

Assalammualaikum guys and girls.
Woaa I was really influenced with Hanbyul's opening style. Yeah cos I put the 'girls' after the 'guys'. Well, he's catching my attention recently. Sorry I forgot to inform you all, this is me,  Mikai.

In this post, I would love to share my experience attending the Foundation in TESL interview that was held yesterday [April 28, 2013] at UiTM Shah Alam Section 17 which is likely to be known as INTEC (International Education College). 

Yesterday, I woke up exactly 6 am and took my shower right away. Then, after I did my prayer, around 7.15 am we drove off to INTEC. My parents, my twin(Minai) and younger brother accompanied me on that one of my important day in my life. I'm really grateful to possess them as my family. Thanks to Allah.


At 7.50 am we reached the venue. My heart was pounding really hard as I was so nervous to face the other candidates. But my nervousness was reduced as I realized my name was on the list. I was in Panel 5 No.16.

Before we, the candidates, were able to be interviewed, we have to sit for a written test at 8.30am. While waiting for the written test to be started, my family and I sat on a bench in front of the library where I need to sit for the written test. There was 2 section for the written test. Section A & Section B. Section A was the comprehension test alike the SPM's one but the paragraph was a bit longer. They used lots of bombastic words that I rarely heard or read off. However, I could smoothly understand all of the passages. Alhamdulillah, Allah let my mind free and helped me to think more deeply. Then, after read the long paragraph, there were 15 objective questions I need to answer. CAUTION: The questions were a bit tricky! And simple. For the section B, I need to write an essay with approximately 250 words about 'What was your most meaningful achievement and how it may help you for your future goal.' I was so grateful because I've asked my twitter's friend what is the topic for the essay as they attended the 1st day of the interview which was on Saturday. Again, Alhamduillah the question was the same and I've prepared the answer the day before. May Allah bless all of the twitterians who had told me this.

The written test ended approximately at 9.30 am. Then, every panel had to follow the staff to the interview room. Before we are able to enter the interview room when it has come our turn, we must arrange our certificates according to the order list pasted on the interview's room door. There, I met with other candidates that were along in Panel 5. At first, I was kinda shy and a bit awkward to approach them. But, as time passed, they make me comfortable being around them. We talked and talked and laughed. And the conversation continued till my turn to be interviewed.


One by one of the candidate enter the room after the interviewers in the room rang the bell. My turn was the fifth last and I was able to enter the interview room at 12.00pm. Oh yeah, it was raining before I entered the room! I was like, Alhamdulillah, because a day before yesterday I was really hoping it will rain before my turn to be interviewed. Alhamdulillah again because Allah heard my prayers.

There's two interviewers who interviewed me. I think both of them are the lecturer for this TESL program. Below are the conversation between the interviewers and me.

Me: Mikai
Int1: Interviewer 1
Int2: Interviewer 2

Me: Assalammualaikum and Good Afternoon. *I smile brightly while handling my file to them*

Int2: Good Afternoon. *smile back*

Int1: Have your seat.

Me: Thank you.

Int1: You may put your bag down.

Me: Okay.

Int1: Okay, now introduce us about yourself.

Me: First of all, my full name is ......Syafeqah bt ..........*sorry I can't write my full name here* and I was born on 11 November 1995. I studied at SMK BUD2. My family consist of 8 members. And I have a twin! *My spirit increased drastically as I said I have a twin ^^ *

Int2: Oh you have a twin? So, is she here today?

Me: Yeah, she accompany me today.

Int2: She didn't apply TESL?

Me: No, she's not.

Int2: Then, what course did she applied?

Me: She applied for Foundation in Engineering.

Int2: Oh, does her result was better than you?

Me: Hurmm...that's for sure. *sobs*

Int2: That's okay.

Me: *Can't stop smiling brightly*

Int1: Okay, tell us more about yourself.

Me: I've attended Japanese and Korean languages course before at ICLS Damansara. I studied Japanese till Intermediate 2 level while till Beginner 2 level for Korean. My life vision is ‘In order for things to change, we must see them as we want them to be; not just as they are’.

Int1: So, your school is a special school that offer language programme?

Me: No, I took the languages course outside the school.

Int1: On your own?

Me: Yes, on my own.

Int2: That's really great. Can you speak Japanese and Korean a little bit for us?

Me: Yeah, sure! *My spirit again increased up* こんにちわ、私はシャフェカです。でも、 家族と仲間はミカイと呼んでいます。日本語と韓国語を話す事出来ます。このプログラムは本当にを入力したいんですから、応援宜しくおねがいします。 *It means: Hello, my name is Syafeqah. But, my family and friends call me Mikai. I am able to speak in Japanese and Korean language. And I really want to enter this program. So, please support me.*

Int2: How about Korean?

Me: 안녕하세요. 저는 샤피카 입니다. 내 생일 11 월 11 일입니다. 저는 일본과 한국의 언어로 말할 수 있습니다.감사합니다. * It means: Hello, my name is Syafeqah. My birth date is on November 11. I am able to speak in Japanese and Korean languages. Thank you.*

Int1: Wow, that's great. Please ask me 'Ogenki desuka?'. *She was really excited asking me to ask her a question in Japanese*

Me: Ogenkidesuka?

Int1:  Genki desu. Hahaha Thank you for asking me.

Me: *I just smile*

Int1: Well, at least now we acknowledge you as someone who can speak multilingual. That's really give you more advantage.

Me: Thank you.


Int1: Unfortunately, today we are not interviewing you in Japanese or Korean. We have to conduct this interview in English.

Me: Hahaha..I know that.

Int2: Can you tell us TESL is your first choice?

Me: Yes, TESL is my first choice.

Int1&Int2: *nodded*

Int1: Are there any other programs you applied?

Me: Yes, there are. Other than TESL, I applied for Foundation in English at UIA(Universiti Islam Antarabangsa = International Islamic University Malaysia).
Int1:  Why do you choose TESL?
Me: I choose TESL because I want to reinforce my leadership, communication, organisational and presentation skills in English. Besides, I do have interest in teaching other people regardless of adult or even children. 

Int2: That's really good!

Int1: Okay, how do you try to improve your English?

Me:  I like listening to English radio fm. I think I improve my English by listening.

Int1: What will you rank your English proficiency from 1 to 10?

Me: I have to say 5 or 6.

Int1:  Really?? Why you ranked your English proficiency 5 or 6? You think your English isn't really good??

Me: I'm weak at grammar and vocabulary. I need more guidance and improvisation on my ability in English. That is why I choose TESL in order to gain more knowledge of teaching English. I believe with this word ‘When there’s a will, there’s a way’.

Int1&Int2: *Both just smiling*

Int1: Okay, that's all for today. Thank you for spending your time for us. 
Int1: Arigatou gozaimasu! Hehe 

Me: Douitashimashite.

Int2: You got everything 

Me: *Stood up and take my files back from the Int2* Thank you so much!

That were my conversations with the fellow interviewers. It took me 20 minutes for the interview. But, I don't really get what was the meaning of the Interviewer 2 that 'I got everything'. Was that a good sign for me?? If it really is, Alhamdulillah. I really hope they were impressed about my performance during the interview. 
I stepped out from the interview room with a big and bright smile. The friends I met there, asked me what was the question, were the interviewers kind and more. All I can say is the interviewers were really supportive and kind. May Allah bless them too. I really really hope I will be chosen for this TESL program. Pray for my successes guys and girls!!

For the upcoming candidates who will be chosen for the TESL interview, let me give you some tips.

1- Arrange your certificates according to the list they listed on the interview offer letter.
2- Photostat all of your certificates and placed the photocopy certificates in an envelope separate from your real certificates.
3- Make sure get your photocopy certificates has been certified by your Village Chief, Head of Residential Area, School Principal OR the Minister of Education in order to not bring any complication during your interview.
4- Prepare your own Q&A's that you think might been asked by the interviewers such as:

~Tell me about yourself / family background? 

~Explain what is TESL? 

~Why do you choose TESL? 

~What is your hobby? 

~What would you like to do when you are free? 

~What co-curricular activities you take part in your previous school? 

~Do you know Malaysian people are hard to change? Explain? 

~What do you understand about leadership? 

~Why do you want to be an English teacher? 

~Do you like teaching? 

~Do you like reading? 

~What changes you want to make when you become a teacher? 

~What is the biggest obstacle you have might face and how do you overcome them to ensure students are receiving a quality education? 

~What conditions must change in your country to better support education? 

~What is your favorite book? 

~What kind of book do you read? 

~What is the latest book that you've read? 

~What educational “trend” do you think is helping students? Is there a trend that is getting in the way of learning? 

~What is the latest current issue you know? 

~What is the latest education news you have read?

Assalamualaikum

 It's me Minai here writing the dilemma I'm facing rite now. The dreams I possessed somehow had grows further away from me. One by one, my hopes had broken into pieces. Yeah, I faced those disappointment but I accept it with an open heart as I believe everything happened for reasons. If Allah wills it, then it will be. If He's not, then it wouldn't be tho how hard I insists of grabbing and work for it. I had planned my future perfectly, precisely, accurately yet it had been distinguish slowly, deeply. Maybe for Allah, it wasn't the best for me. It would be a super lie if I said I didn't even felt the frustration bout it but there's nothing I can do to change what had been written for me. As the image above, disappointments are just God's way of saying "I've got something better". Maybe what I've planned weren't the best for me or precisely aren't the best for my religion. I believe somethings better are waiting for me ahead tho I don't know what it is or what it will be.

I believe it’s not that everything will be easy or exactly as I had expected, but I must just choose to be grateful for all that I have, and happy that I still got a chance to live this life, no matter how it turns out. Starting from that point of failures, I promise to myself that I won’t let yesterday’s troubles bring me down or allow me to question my ability. I won’t let that life’s little obstacles keep me from trying or become the reason for defeat. I won’t let my fears keep me from dreaming or from chasing my dreams. I won’t give up for any reason because I believe in myself, and in myself, I’ll find the strength.

I won't dwell on the past. My history can't be erased, but my future has yet to be written. I will make the most of what's going to happen instead of worrying about what I can't change. I won't waste my time being sad, because I am wasting away moments in which I could be happy. It's taken me awhile, but I'm learning that letting go of the past is a good thing. It doesn't mean forgetting, it just means moving on. And I can't enjoy the present when I'm still stuck in the past. I won't cry for what might had been, won't live in the past anymore. It was supposed to be forever? Well, forever doesn't always lasts. I will lift my head up and dry my tears and forget about yesterday. I had the time of my life, but I must move on and let it faded away.

I will never ever lose my hopes and dreams. I refuse to. No matter the odds, no matter what happens, it's still my choice, my decision, my power, to hold onto the faith in what I believe to be true. That's the one thing that can never be taken from me unless I allow it. Japan and Todai will always and forever be my aim and goal no matter how many obstacles I might face to reach it. Maybe for the time being, they are not meant for me for some reasons but they will forever be my dreams. I will keep trying, hold on and always, always believe in myself because if it's not me, who will? I realize that Allah allows me to experience the low point of life in order to teach me lessons that I could learn in no other way.

I would love to make acquaintanceship but somehow it is something I hate the most especially the short  one. I admit, somehow I gave them hope that I will meet them but I never thought that things will went this way farther than I had expected. I'm afraid that they couldn't accept it and have the wrong assumption of me. It's not my intention to play around or just had the fun being an acquaintance of them. If possible, I want the relationship getting deeper and more meaningful but I had no choice other than accepting what Allah had planned for me. Honestly, I am so depressed to hide the truth and at the same time afraid of disappointing them. All I can do is just pray that they will accept it with open hearts and still can accept me to be their friends. I hope this relationship won't end the moment they know the truth. Ya Allah, soften their hearts to accept it. 

And yes, Allah hears my prayers. They accept it with open hearts. Of course they felt the little disappointment but their hearts are so decent that not the disappointment they expressed but they gave me the words of encouragement. They told me not to give up on my dreams and said "As long as you keep forward, there is always a chance". "Somethings better are waiting for you ahead". There're more. Only Allah knows how much those words really encourage me deeply, I really really appreciate that. How devastated I was not to be called as their 'kouhai' yet they still consider me as one of their 'kouhai'. Although AAJ will only left me as a memories, the 'senpai' who I never met there, I'll remember you forever. May Allah enrich them with successful life and plenty of happiness ahead in this world and next. I could not repay them for what that they had given me but I promise that I won't give up on Japan and will meet them one fine day in Japan. Ameen. In Shaa Allah.

"Have faith and never give up"

Assalammualaikum and Hello guys and girls. 

This post gonna be written by me, Mikai.

It's been a long time since last month for me and Minai didn't write any post on this blog of ours. However, starting from today we'll try to write more posts. So, this time I would like to inform you guys, the reader that I've been called yesterday

For your information, TESL is Teaching English as Second Language. Alhamdulillah was the only word came out from my mouth. I was so grateful that my name is shortlisted for the interview. This is all the sustenance from The Almighty Allah. Again, Alhamdulillah.

I choose TESL because I want to reinforce my leadership, communication, organisational and presentation skills. Hence, English is the worldwide spoken language. I think English is an exciting language as I've been exposed to this language since I was a child. Furthermore, I want to improve my speaking skill as I've been dreaming of having an Australian accent instead of American's or the British accents. Weird isn't it?

Okay back to the topic. From what I've read from some bloggers about this interview, there'll be a written test which is 15 questions of comprehension and an essay (about 250 words) alike the SPM English questions but a little bit hard, I guess. Hopefully it will not be that hard as said by the past years candidates. However, its been a while since the last time I wrote essays. But let's let just hope my ability for writing essays still functioning. In Shaa Allah. Then after the written test, the candidates will be queued for an individual interview. There'll be 2 or 3 interviewers who will interview all of  the candidates. Some had said the interviewers are the lecturer who gonna teach us later at the university. 

Honestly, I'm not really nervous or even scared to be interviewed but I'm kinda worry of the written test. I'm afraid my mind gonna be blank. No, I'm not gonna be blank. I'll try to be prepared before this Sunday comes. I believe with all of the experiences being interviewed for thrice before can help me this time. In Shaa Allah.

I've started practicing on how to answer questions that might be questioned this Sunday. Wish me all the best for the interview! I'll do my very best!

Alhamdulillah, 

We are able to reach today's date once again with an increasing age of this lovely blog of ours.

Time flies away just like a blink of an eye that we hardly realize today has come approaching us.

Yeah, today our blog has reach its 4th anniversary since the year of 2009. 

Lot of memories, wisdom words, quotes and lots more had been written in this blog which is dedicated no other than ourselves. We did so because we want ourselves to be stronger and more stronger to go through these lives in this beautiful world that is full of unexplored mysteries hidden beyond our expectation.

We hope this blog could long lasting where we can write more stories of our lives, give inspiration to all of our readers, create more creative posts and lots to be listed here. May we can reach this date and wish a congratulatory message for ourselves next year. 

Please stay healthy our current self!

This weekend is the most of all the weekend we've been waiting for after April 2012, last year. This is because for once more we'll be having our 2nd Vacanture with our super lovely cousins. (For your information, [Vacanture] means [Vacation] + [Adventure]. All of us, the cousins, gave the name because we are going on an adventure on a vacation.)

Last year Vacanture went really well and all of us had so much fun. We had our 1st in Taman Negara. If you haven't read our post about it, you can read the report HERE.

This weekend we'll do various activities at various places. We'll start our 2nd Vacanture this Saturday at [FRIM]. Then, we'll be going to [Asian Water Sports Village Puchong]. The next day, we'll do more vigorous activities than the day before at [Gua Damai Extreme Park].

That's all for today! Wait for our report about our 2nd Vacanture soon!

Hello guys!

The time has chase after us once more where we need to accept the fact that one of our meaningful encounter in our lives has grown up and reach the age of 23 years old today. He is the big brother of JUMP, Yabu Kota!

Dear Yabu-kun, make the most of your special day and let those around you show how much they cherish and love you. And the way we see it, you should live everyday like it's your birthday. You deserve it!

Last but not least, we wanna wish a very happy 23rd  birthday to Yabu. May he stay healthy and keep on chasing his dreams.
This post may be short but at least, we remember his precious day.

We hope he will never forget how wonderful he is

Assalamualaikum...

We are glad we are given another chance to inhale oxygen provided by Allah for us. Alhamdulillah.
That's mean there's still purposes for us to be alive. Yes, there are lots of mission that we need to accomplish.

For this moment, even before we reach our dreams yet, lots of conjecture happens to us that we are hardly to express into this lovely blog of ours due to some privacy. However, in order to get something to be done, thousands of test will be given to us by Allah. Whatever tests thrown to us, we wanna accept it with an open heart without any complaint or even grumbling because we believe everything happens for reasons that will teach us lessons to be able to go through the obstacles that we might face in the upcoming days.

Ya Allah, we are only the normal human which possess lots of weakness. And we know, not everything we wished and hoped for will come true. Thus, please give us strength to let go and entrust everything to You. We understand You won't allow us to be in pain for the sake of hurting but for the sake of learning. You know us more than we know ourselves that even we feel alone and unloved, there is still someone who knows all our flaws yet loves us unconditionally like no other human can.

'Try to see the shining light behind those obstacles'

Assalamualaikum...

We hope you, the one who read this post now, are in a very good condition since we need to get ourselves prepared for the new adventure rider that we necessarily have to face which are the new obstacle along with the new pattern of happiness to be attained in since we just reach the starting point of the year of 2013. You may check your computer date now if you still can't believe what we just said on the first words. Yeah, 2012 just left us behind with infinite excellent memories while 2013 just approaches us with a thousand hopes and wishes to be fulfilled.

Are you feeling woeful or delighted? Or both at the same time? 

For us, we feel both of the emotions. We somehow can't let go the year of 2012 ever since it had brought a millions of treasure for us to be cherished in our next voyage for tomorrow's days. Just like what we had mentioned on our 2012 new year post earlier, we named our 2012 year as our 'Excellent Year' because we believe 2012 will brings lots of flamboyant remembrances into our lives.  As we are in the last minute of 2012, we can gratefully say that most all of our wishes and hopes we listed on the same date last year had came true. All we can say is only one word which is Alhamdullilah.

We assure that what we have gained throughout this year has it's own wisdom to teach us. It was an excellent year being the students who did their Fantastic Best in the final examination (SPM) without any doubt that their dreams will come true with that enthusiasms. An excellent year to get the bond closer with our extended family. It seemed that 2012 is the year we met frequently compared to the past years. There were plenty of events we celebrate and spent together with the feeling of gratitude. We are so grateful to have them as our family who always encourage us to be successful persons.

There were our days filled with tummy aches and heartache and headache, there were days where things didn't go as we planned. Fortunately, we did go through that miserable days with faith by our sides. We just kept our chins up and our eyes focused on where we are going. We encourage each other and we wouldn't let other people bring us down. With one deep breath at a time, we moved through that day into another day with the courage given by the people around us. Sometimes, the insides of our heads were so light that words were like feathers but those are just temporary and we did overcome it with the bursting out jackpot.


This is a story about dwarfs and giants but it's gonna end just like David and Goliath. If we keep on our pace, we don't lag will E.Coyote cuz we're the road runner fast! And it goes, 1,2,3, action, this ain't a movie. We will coming out 100% raw, the true, the real us. Victim of conformity, pressed down on all fours, we will stand up fight back cos the world is ours to rules! We are ready for the incredible action, amazing action! Oh, there's no need to care about others because we're shining just the way we are. And we're ready for the incredible show for this 2013. It took us a lifetime preparations for this year to come cos this 2013 is our showtime! We'll show who we are so the world can be amazed!

Once again, we'll write our wishlist for our Beginning Year just like what we had did on our past years.
-Getting closer with Allah and our prophet Muhammad
-Do Umrah with our family as well as with our extended family(In Shaa Allah)
-Build more strong bond with our family and extended family
-Get straight A+ for our SPM
- Get any sponsorship or scholarship to further our studies to Japan.
- Minai get into AAJ 
-Mikai get into KTJ
-Go for another trips with our beloved cousins
-Our families proud of our successful achievement
-JUMP year

Sadness turns into kindness when separation years for an encounter. Every time we experience these feelings, we wonder if it means we are becoming adults. What we believe, where it will take us to? Only we should know, we're facing towards the future. Life, we'll live even though we're struggling with these hearts known as 'us'. And the life, the cries of yesterday, the stillness of yesterday, they are all connected to tomorrow. If we open the door that is in front of us, a new beginning will begins. The painful times of our life, we know that they were important cos sadness and happiness really do go hand-in-hand, don't they? What we choose, where will it ferry us through? We're the one who will drive it in our own way.

InsyaAllah with Allah will, we will definitely get what we want as long as we do not forget about Him.

Assalamualaikum and hello our readers~

In this entry we would like to talk about our adorable clownies. Yes! They're C-CLOWN!

For those who wonders, what is that name? C-CLOWN?

C-CLOWN is the new korean idol group under Yedang Entertainment which composed of 6 gorgeous boys. They make their debut stage on July 16, 2012. 

C-CLOWN stands for 'CROWN CLOWN'. The 'CROWN' symbolizing the king, the number 1, the very best while 'CLOWN' symbolizes the six members of C-CLOWN. If you take out the 'C' and the 'N' from both words, you end up with 'ROW LOW' which could refer to a motto of C-CLOWN like to live by: 'Row like kings, Lay low like clowns'. 'Row like kings' is sort of ironic because a king typically never has to row his own boat or do anything really by himself but C-CLOWN like the phrase 'Row like kings' because it's humbling to think of a king rowing his own boat instead of having someone to do it for him. As for Law ow like clowns' is sort of saying even though the physical appearance of a clown is silly, funny and playful, the clown itself still have his own dreams hidden beyond his silly clown face. As conclusion, the objective of C-CLOWN members are to be the 'humble kings' in music industry.

We started to build up our interest towards them since the day we watched their 2nd Mini Album Music Video titled 'Far Away......Young Love' which on the November 23rd, 2012. Somehow we regretted for not knowing them since the starting point, but it is better we know them later than never. 

As we listen to all of their songs, we know we are at the right path because every songs of theirs are really catchy and suit our taste of music. Moreover, the characters of every members attracted us to know more about their group. So, let's get to know them!

~C-CLOWN Members Profile~

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1st Mini Album - Not Alone
[SOLO] MV

2nd Mini Album - Young Love

[Far Away...Young Love] [Drama version] MV

[Far Away...Young Love] [Members version] MV

[Far Away...Young Love] [Dance version] MV

[Far Away...Young Love] [Acoustic version] MV

The most amazing part in their 2nd Mini Album was they had released total 10 Music Videos for 'Far Away...Young Love' song.

1-Drama version
2-Members version
3-Dance version
4-Kangjun version
5-Ray version
6-Rome version
7-Maru version
8-Siwoo version
9-T.K version
10-Acoustic version

Assalammualaikum and hello guys!

Yeah, finally our long hiatus mode is off now. Although we've said we'll active back again on November 28th which was a day after our SPM was over, but there's a lot of thing we need to do after it. Moreover, Mikai was working on to edit our new blogskin. It took a week to edit the html and more. We changed our blogskin because we wanna show something new since we've start a new life after being high school students for 5 years. And now we're officially graduated from our high school.

Lot of things happened before and during the exams. One of thing that had happened before SPM was we went to BIGBANG Alive Tour 2012 at Stadium Merdeka on October 27th, 2012. That was the first concert ever that we've attended. And yeah, we will write the full report about the ticketing day and  concert day in our next posts.

Regarding the last day of being high school students, sadness conquered our emotion more than the excitement. We were in sorrow not because we gonna left our friends, teachers or even the school itself, otherwise it was all about the memories of the only two of us, the loners for exactly 5 years in the school that we need to let go for the rest of our lives. As all of the readers of this blog that had followed us throughout the years we've been through since this blog of ours was launched(although we know they aren't but if there is, we would really appreciate your willingness to know more bout us), might know what kind of persons we were in our school lives. We were a bit kind of timid students in our class or accurately even in the whole school. We rarely socialized with the others. We just didn't know why. Maybe we were comfortable for being the only two of us living in our own world. We know if someone read this they gonna criticized us. But that who we were in the past. The rest of the stories let just be only the two of us keep it to our self that we  gonna cherish in the future.

For us our school was the only place for the two of us.

~Futarigake no bashou~

One day, we said something about another world and suddenly wanted to be a grown up, and we laughed together. From the empty field in school to the street on the way home, everything was tied within the distance in this small world. And then a message from you came, a word and a letter "ganbaru" (do your best). We weren't able to reply your message instantly because we could only saw the sunshine that was fading away as time went by.

Even though you're looking for us tomorrow, there are only memories of us in the past. We want us to hold hands again like we used to in the past but all we can do now is looking at you from afar. Even though you're looking for us in the future, there will only be memories that shine. We understand you have to go but we beg you to stay by our sides even for a little bit longer to cheer us up. We can never get this, it's your life. The sky will soon turn into a night sky. And you can never get this cos it's our life. One day, definitely you'll understand.

In here we parted from you and even then, we weren't trying to chase you because there's a path there that we can never reached. "Did you find something in there?" we asked. If only at that time we were one step ahead, if only at that time we sent you a reply.When we remember about that time, there was a place where everything was only the two of us. In this empty street we're waiting for the morning to come.
We can never get this, it's your life.
You can never get this, our life.